I really need to work more on games. I feel like I am building my focus and getting more done but not specifically towards working on games.

So when I write kinky and naughty transformation stuff, it is actually pretty easy. I can kind of write that sort of stuff very quickly. The problem usually isn’t writing that stuff, but putting it all together in a coherent way. All the in between stuff, and having a coherent story over all is harder to do.

I feel like lately(over last several months) I don’t have a lot of focus. Probably from spending too much time on the internet and stuff, where everything is designed for people with no attention span. So I have been trying to build up my focus. I want to be able to write several hours everyday without getting distracted. I have always been able to write for a really long time in short bursts, when I am excited about something but I want to be able to write really long everyday, even with tough stuff. That way I can get a lot done and not get distracted on really hard stuff.

My eyes are so itchy and watery today, probably from allergies. It was like that yesterday too. It makes it hard to do anything because I just want to close my eyes, but I can’t do anything like that all day!

I am going to try to make my posts earlier in the day too, instead of waiting until right before bed, at like 3 am. I usually have a good idea how they day will go before then.

Lately I been trying something new. Which is working on stuff like as soon as I wake up. I noticed before that I did more work in the morning, even though I am really tired and not a morning person at all.

I been staying up pretty late lately, but I think tonight I am going to bed a little earlier(even though it is super late right now). I kind of want to get back to no stay up quite so late. Like staying up until 2am is pretty decent for a late night owl like me. Staying up to 4 am, which I some times do, it a bit much.

I probably mentioned this before, but I am also trying to write a novel, while writing kinky transformation games on here too. It is a bit of a weakness of mine, writing really long things and doing extensive edits for it. Since often the games are not as long as a novel, and also while I do edit the games I usually don’t do like a fully line by line edit, and usually don’t make major story changes or anything.

So the tfgamesite contest is over now and the winners are up over there. I was working on the big game today, that is a huge mess of random scenes. I had to organize some stuff in ways I know wont work out later, just to start building the structure of game. So I have the game go through random training scenes. Later I need to organize it so they are not entirely random but trigger based on the actions you take, but it helps to form the structure of the game, so I know where to place things.

I will be posting the results for the contest, when I wake up. Just a bit of time left before the voting ends. Some of the polls are pretty close.